Saturday, September 13, 2008

Friendship Vs Love

I have always ask myself what is the meaning of love and friendship. Why can't these two things combined together? It's always hard to see these two things together. I understand that both have different meanings. In my life, I have been facing problems involving these two things and to tell you the truth, its really hard. What do you think when a guy who claimed that he is your bestfriend and said that he loves you so much as a friend, his precious, his don't know what else but then treating you as if you are his girlfriend. What does that really means?I just really can't understand it. You guys are friends, bestfriend for God sake but why did you treat it more than that?? Wouldn't it be love then?or what can it be called?I'm really confused.

My father always told me that actually there is no such thing as a guy and a girl being bestfriend. Either way, if its not the guy then it will be the girl who will fall in love eventually. Its really hard when you try not to cross that boundaries that you have made but without you realising it, you have actually cross it.

Friendship doesn't mean that you can control your friend, asking them to do your things or what not. Friendship is understanding, to be someone who is always there to look out for you especially when you are in trouble or just to be a listener. Well, that's my opinion about friendship. Different people have different opinions.

When you talk about love, what is it about love that makes people dare to sacrifice themselves and everything that they have. Love is not about just you alone, its about two heart combined and become one. Dare to do the impossible things and make it to be possible. If you still don't feel brave enough to sacrifice then why did you even think about wanting people to sacrifice for you just because of love.

I hate those type of guys who always hoped that girl will sacrifice everything for them. Especially when its involving sex and all. What is it about sex that have anything in common with love?? I really couldn't understand it. If you are thinking about sex then its not love at all..Its just lust. Just go and get a pig or what not if you can't stand with your sex drives. For God sake, women should be treated better. We're not your sex toys.

If you really love a girl, appreciate her more then you will get her respect and love. If you want girls to sacrifice for you then ask whether its worth it, even girls when you being ask like that than think about it. You want girl to work and gain money for you but what do you have to sacrifice for her?You know how to say 'sacrifice' and makes it looks like as if its very pure but then do you really know what is the real meaning of it.

Love and friendship...If you got problems about these two things then pray to God that everything will be okay. I do have problems with these two terms but what more can I say, either way you just have to face it.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

To Be or Not To Be....??

Life is not what its seems to be. Now I really felt lonely even though I got all the love that I can get. I'm still finding something in my life. I'm just not sure what it is. But, no matter what i still have hope. Right now I'm missing my parents. Living in this hostel give me the sense of loneliness everytime.

I really wonder, once I have always wanted to stay away from my parents. Being control all the time is really not me...I have always tried to rebel against my dad. well, yeah I know its not a good thing to do but just once in my life, I wanted to take control of my life..my way of living..I don't want people to say that I'm a good girl all the time, always do according to what my parents told me to do..I know its good but sometimes I wanted to experiences other things beside being just a good girl

I hope to be independence, I know I can do better in life...All this is for them, my parents..I know that is what they want me to do..but sometimes being overprotective towards me..I just can't take it anymore...I really need a space of my own to breath...

I do realize when I'm far away from them, I do miss them a lot but that's all the sacrifice that I have to do to make sure that I have a good future...back at home, I become their lovable daughter compared to the others..

The question now is whether I should just be a good girl or else? everything seems not enough for me to portray who I can really be..

Pelarian Cinta-Radja

sudahkah kau tanya dirimu
masihkah ingin mencari cinta
mungkinkah kau masih merasa
dirimu tak ada yg miliki

walau engkau selalu bilang sayang
selalu bilang cinta pada diriku
sungguh aku tak ingin dirimu
bila pergi dan berpaling dariku

reff:sayangku jangan pernah kau tinggalkan aku
walau terkadang kau ingin mendua
ku ingin dirimu selalu ada di sini
bukan sekedar pelarian cinta

kekasih mengertilah aku mencintaimu

ku jalani panas mentaria
ku rasakan dinginnya malam
yang ku ingat tentang wajahmu
selembut badai di hatiku
kan ku petik bintang-bintang di angkasa biru
ku persembahkan padamu
sungguh aku tak ingin dirimu
bila pergi dan berpaling dariku

repeat reff [2x]
kekasih mengertilah aku mencintaimu

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Malique ft. M.Nasir - Mantera Beradu

(Latar) Masih belum sempurna

(M. Nasir) Gerakkan hati
hati gerakkan
pandanglah aku
akulah dia

(Malique) Kulitku tebal ku bebal ingatku kebal
banyak berbual makan angin kembung perut mual
resah dan tidak senang hidup tak pernah lenang
ku schizo paranoia1 takut pecah tembelang

(M. Nasir) Pecah tembelang
peta dah hilang
bangau dah pulang
suara sumbang

(Malique) Lidahku kaku tak selicin kuku
teman baikku buku
biniku pena
tak pernah lena
aku suka mengintai pantang ditenung
berakhir pertelingkahan dalaman pasti belum

Ikut gerak hati pena melayang
dilihat dua layang pandang
taklah segarang takat meradang
tanya abang gedang apa barang
badan macam badang
main acap belakang parang

Hunuskan keris musuh ada pistol
tradisi kekalkan adaptasi harus betul
tujuh baris keramat tujuh garis penamat
baik berpada biar jahat asal selamat

(Latar) Ramai saudaraku yang baik telah dipijak

(M. Nasir) Awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpuls
emua jerat dan kalimat
semua janji yang terikatlebur di sisimu

(Malique) Ijazah terbaik datangnya dari jalanan
dari pengalaman bercakar dan bersalaman
konflik motivasi cuba meditasi
positif yang benci jadi inspirasi pagi

Peduli interpretasi basi
pekakkan sebelah halang biar keduanya
muka cantik soalan bodoh yang ditanya
jadi melodi yang lebih hina dari zina
Lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosatestosteron2 testarossa3
cita-cita sosa4 KL KL Cosa Nostra5
jalan berliku kuharung roller coaster
gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
luas pandangan jauh dah berjalantak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan

(M. Nasir) Awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua jerat dan kalimat
semua janji yang terikat
lebur di sisimu
Kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa ngigau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

(Malique) Naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miau
kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa ngigau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

Tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
ingat nak berlaga tapi takkan boleh menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang

Sebelum jadi naga ikan koi renang renang
kura-kura salah jawapan untuk naik berang
panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
risaukan perkara temeh kita takkan maju
Muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

(Malique & M. Nasir) Panjat pokok buluh cari tokong air terjun
naik sampai nampak dah terpegun turun
tiga ular ikut lompat atau paut
kalau lari mati jika belot maut

(M. Nasir) Awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpuls
emua jerat dan kalimat
semua janji yang terikatlebur di sisimu
Puisi hatimuhatimu puisi
palu hatiku
palu hatiku

(Malique) Kulit tak bersalin walau saling ganti baju
pandang sini pandang sinisku berbahasa baku
tata kata nahu himpun jadi satu
mantera beradu dengan irama dan lagu

(Latar) Akhirnya sempurna
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Lucky-Jason Mraz feat Colbie caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kissI'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hairthough the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

JANJI

Sepasang kekasih sedang bercakap di telefon dengan mesra. Si pemuda melontarkan ayat-ayat power

Dollah : "Sayangku, engkau tidak usah meragukan cintaku kepadamu. Apa pun yang terjadi aku tetap mencintaimu. Tak ada yang bisa menghalanginya."

Tipah : "Ah, abang tipuuu...."

Dollah : "Sumpah sayang, Lautan dalam pun akan kuselami demi cintaku kepadamu"

Tipah : "Hhmmm..."

Dollah : "Lebarnya lautan akan kuseberangi demi cintaku kepadamu.."

Tipah : "Hhhmmmm..."

Dollah : "Lautan api akan ku renang demi cintaku padamu"

Tipah : "Terima kasih, kekasihku. Sekarang, marilah kesini.. saya rindu nak bertemu..."

Dollah : "Hmm, sayangku. Maaf, kalau sekarang tidak boleh, sekarangkan sedang hujan. Sedangkan kereta abang baru saja dibasuh tadi...!"

Republik - Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu

Ku telah miliki
Rasa indahnya perihku
Rasa hancurnya harapku
Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu
Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

ow wooo wo wo wo

Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Melewati hidup

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

ow wooo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo

what you got-Colby O'Donis feat Akon

[Akon:]Konvict (Konvict)Oooh [8x]
[Colby:]I peeped you on the phone
Just showin' off your stone
And noticed that, that pinky ring
Is right enough babyI know you're not alone
But I could just be wrong
The way them fellas houndin'And sizing you up baby

And I like the way you take advantage
Of every man you loveI see, and
I know your game girlBut I don't mind if you come and play with us,
just don't talk too much
I see you, you're so cute, you don't have to say a word


[Hook]Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always Taking on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]Always talking bout what you got
Always talking bout what you got
Always talking bout what you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talking bout what you got
Always talking bout what you got
Always talking bout what you got
Girl you know that you need to stop

Girl I can tell you want somethin' to love
That's why you hold on to everythingthat pass you by
Can't resist girl, and I cant lie and I can tell if you are here for me
Or everybody watchin' you shakefrom left to right
The way you move got me hypnotized

And I like the way you take advantage
Of every man you loveI see, and I know your game girl
But I don't mind if you come and play with us, just don't talk too much
I see, (I see it) so you don't have to say a word


[Hook]Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always taking on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop


[Chorus]

[Akon:]Can't keep my eyes away from you girl
When you get on the flo'
And do what you do
And everybody want to come back
To that body and kind of remind myself I'm like you
Be sure that type drive a man crazy and snatch him away from his lady
No matter how hard the man hold back
He'll end up callin' you baby
And they never really know what to do
Once you expose that thing you doYa had him crawlin' on his hands and knees
And ya find a way to get him out of that cheese
And why you thinkin' you're the only dude
She off in the mall livin' off of youLettin' everybody know she got you
But now you feel like a fool

Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always taking on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus]


Assalamualaikum..

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